19/07/09 Sunday

Because love throw friendship

Friendship just is nice words but means nothing when the love is appear. Recently, my house has a problem between housemates but also is friend. Although I don’t know this gal much, but at least already live together for 1 more years. 1years ago, we are so happy, can just kidding each other, watching movie, go sing k or shopping. Although sometime we face another problem at house, we also can face together. But 19/07/09 Sunday finally that gal explore all things. Now I want to mention that the image of that gal in my mind 1^st. 1^st that gal looks so friendly and peace. She is so nice and won’t care about many things. But, she didn’t have a confident for herself and so inferiority. But anyway, I also feel more warming at least I have such friend live with me. I am really appreciated this friendship. But about half years ago, such damm shit guy chase her, that time she is confused to accept the guy or not. She never dates before so when a guy say like her, she so surprise. But that time, being as her friends not only I still got others friends also ask her to accept him because never try never know you like him. Although that time we feel that that guy really has a personality problem. Now think back, I feel that maybe I and my friends should not ask her accept that dam shit guy. Now is the turn introducing that shit guy.1^st he look short and old. He has same personality with that gal that are didn’t have a confident for himself and so inferiority. I want add on 1 more things is this guy mouth same like woman…..like bla bla bla non-stopping. If he say his things is ok, but he likes take people’s kidding and then just forget what he had said before. When the things explore, he say back the people said that cannot simply just kidding with him because he will get hurt easily and we need respect to people. But the guy, if you think back if he can kidding friends like that why we being his friends why cannot kidding back. But half years ago, when he and that gal begin, we already didn’t treat him as friend. Reason only 1, he dam cheap. Did he think before, he got respect us before he say us? Say the truth I agree that I am so bluffness communicates with people or friends. I want say what will say and won’t fake in front of you. I am so sorry to tell that I cannot do such dam fake things. At least wont same as this couple, if your both care your friends say or kidding you, why never talk out either shout out. At least let me know that you’re both hate and dislike. They said, they are so suffer when every time we kidding like that. If you are my friends, please use my way treat back me, I will appreciate. But if u hates my way of talking please tell me. I am like that and also won’t change my style. I know I m so easily offend people anytime although at future. Since I came Kuala Lumpur studying, I already change much at least wont so bluffness know think little bit just talk. When you know me at Kedah, I think this couple will commit suicide in front of me o. Now I also live with other housemates, but still can interact so happily. Although sometimes still got small things din like each other. But at least we got say out what happen between us. Now I will think if that couple meet the people worst than us, then they both will have multiple personality disorder(人格分裂症) o. I am just curious why 1 people can because love change so much in 1years. If change because a good guy, I still can understand, but change because a such…..guy?? I really don’t understand lo. It is too deep for me. I feel disappointed o, really feel disappointed and angry. I angry just because that gal can so irresponsible breach the promise and simply move the house and never think why 1years ago we all why want live together. Just because all of us has a financial problem among family if not we all already can own a room since 1years ago. Why can so selfish just throw a reason that you need a private space. Why don’t say because your brain is wash fully by your bf? RICH DOESN'T MEAN CAN DO ANYTHING YOU LIKE! But now, I also didn’t mind jor. Just feel disappointed what you are saying at yesterday night. Every time when she goes dates with her bf at steven corner such place and will back very late. I just ask her more careful and back earlier but she says I am satirizes her. She said to me “I back with my bf why still want say such things’’ What the hell o, I just concern her but let her think till totally different. Maybe she thinks her bf can protect when the things happen. Maybe she feels so safe. But say the truth, I don’t think so. I cannot confirm although 2people cannot happen anything at midnight 2 or 3 am when walk at outside. Now I only feel disappointed and won’t easily concern people again.